A Letter To My Ex-Best Friend

Dear Ex-Best Friend,

How are you? I’m doing great, I moved out of the hell hole and I have a wee flat near my Nans, I also got a pug! Finally! His name is Pugsley and he’s literally the best thing since Chris Brown – Loyal.

We haven’t spoken in a long time, for reasons I’m unsure of. Although it isn’t the first time we lost contact, it seems our friendship would only last a couple of years before it fizzled out for whatever reason but we would always find our way back to each other. This time seems different, I really feel like I have fully lost you this time.

I keep seeing our Facebook memories of when we used to go out with “Phil”, it was non-stop drama but it was a damn good time! These memories are the only thing I have left from our friendship. I don’t know where things went wrong and I’m starting to think I’ll never know. It sucks to lose a friend especially when you are as close as we once were.

Maybe we are just as stubborn as each other? I don’t want to be the person to give in and contact you and you probably feel the same. I’m sad that I missed out on your milestones like your 21st Birthday and your graduation, and I’m sad that you missed out on a few of mine.

So much has happened in the last few years you would not believe, it would take me a year just to update you!

I truly hope that you have found happiness and that your life is amazing! I have never for a moment wanted you to be unhappy and I always hated it when you were. I doubt you’ll ever see this but if you do just know that I do love you and I hope you have an amazing life.

Bea xo

P.s Here’s a picture of my dog. Just because… he’s cute and I know you’ll appreciate it.

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